Is there something you want to change about your life that has been feeling stuck lately?

Deco says this week could give insight into the patterns and emotions that might be holding you back.

She’s here to help you identify the difficulties so you can release anything in the way of a fresh start.

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TRANSCRIPT:

Hello, my friends at Cosmic Updates. It is Deco Back again this time for the week of November 26th through December 2nd. And I just want to say, I know this time of year can be really difficult for a lot of people where you’re being asked to return home, but maybe home doesn’t feel like a safe space for you anymore. And I hope that you took this opportunity to rewrite that narrative for yourself so that you had a more positive experience through these holidays. If you don’t have a place that feels like home, then create one. This is your time to manifest a new beginning and a new space. I want to think about this week and how we can enter this new month, the month of December, with positive outlook. What do we need to tackle? What kind of things might we need to overcome? How can we show up this week better than we did last week? Okay, let’s find out together again with our Celtic Cross. If you’ve been here for a minute, you know why I love ‘em. But let’s see what you need to know this week. November 26th through December 2nd. 

Alright, so let’s start with this Magician in reverse, which is in our present, but it’s in our challenge position. Okay, so the Magician in reverse is saying that we’re struggling with the new beginning. The Magician is number one in the Major Arcana so it’s the beginning of the fool’s journey where they have everything planned out. They’re thinking of not just Point A and Point Z, they’re thinking of B through Y too, and thinking about all of the things that need to happen in order to have success. But when we have it in reverse, it means we’re struggling to have those things planned. Maybe because we don’t even know what resources we have available to us, maybe we’re struggling to start fresh because we just don’t know what we want or what we’re capable of or any of those things.

And the heart of the matter being The Moon in reverse is telling me that you’re just not trusting yourself. I don’t think that you’re trusting that the resources that you actually do have available to you are usable, right? Or that they’re valuable or that you are capable of using them in the way that they need to be used, or that they are actually things that people will want you to use. Because The Moon, when it’s in reverse, it’s like maybe we have a little bit of clarity, but we’re having a hard time using our intuition and having a hard time trusting our gut. And so we feel like we have all of these things laid out in front of us where we’re not able to be successful. But I think part of that, again, is that we’re just not trusting that the resources that you do have available to you are there for you. Now, I do think that in the past there were some things that you needed to release, and I feel like part of that is, I feel like, it can feel like losing a part of yourself, right? Because maybe it was something from your childhood. Maybe it was this thing that you had held onto for so long that now without it, you’re like, well, who am I now? I don’t have this thing that’s tied to me anymore, this thing that’s defined me for so long, even if it was negative. And you’re struggling to know that moving forward you are capable of doing more than you were in the past, or maybe you’re just struggling to let go of those beliefs of yourself. Whatever it is, it’s something that is tied to you and has been a part of you for a really long time. And so to move past that, you’re kind of reinventing yourself and not necessarily reinventing, it’s just discovering who you really are deep down without being defined by this negativity that you had. And I think when you start tackling those things, I do think that there is this opportunity for new relationships. We’ll get to that in just a second though. 

The conscious for you is this Tower in reverse, my friends. And I think that you’re right in the midst of this environment where that big changes are happening and either they’ve happened or you feel like they’re about to happen, but regardless, this is that place where you’re starting to tackle those things from your past and thinking about how you move forward with a plan but struggling to do so. And I think part of it is that you just feel kind of out of sorts. You feel like the dust is starting to settle, or maybe it hasn’t even been shaken up yet, but regardless, you’re feeling like there’s this feeling like you need to start from the ground up, and maybe you do, and that’s okay. Maybe that’s what you’re thinking about right now is just the chaos that happened after going through these healing processes or after going through these processes where you’re releasing parts of your past that aren’t doing anything for you anymore. And I think, yeah, it can feel chaotic, but it can also be an opportunity for a fresh start and to have some transformation in your life now, unconsciously that this is a fresh start. You know that you have passions that you want to invest yourself in, that you have been holding back on because of these old beliefs or these old understandings or old hurts or pains or traumas or whatever they were from the past. It’s like now that you’ve released those or as you process releasing those things, there are opportunities for new beginnings. 

And as I said a minute ago, new connections, the Two of Cups is here and the Two of Cups is about a soul connection, not like a twin flame connection where you’re being challenged or tested or whatever. This is someone that gets you, someone that vibes with you that is your match. It could be a friend, could be a boss, could be a significant other, could be a sibling. Maybe there’s someone that you’ve been ostracizing for a long time, again, because you had some belief in yourself, only to realize, “Oh, that isn’t really who I am. That was just something that I was experiencing and that I was letting affect me and keeping me from being able to invest in these relationships that felt so good.” You hear a lot of times like, “Oh, I’m not good enough for them.” Stop believing that. Stop believing that manifestation that you’re putting into place. If you’re saying it out loud, then you’re starting to believe it. And if you start to say to yourself, “I am worthy. I am capable of loving this person, I am capable of being the friend that I need to be,” then that’s what you’ll start believing, right? But you’re not going to be able to start that new passionate beginning without believing in yourself right now. 

No fear is the name of your game, my friends, the Two of Swords in Reverse. We’re trying to stray away from the fear of the future and a fear of the unknown and a fear of whatever comes next. And I think that part of you being willing to step out on this new journey and to take inventory of everything you have available to you is about not being afraid of it. You need to know that you have those things and not be fearful of putting those things out there and putting yourself out there, putting a plan into place, to see what happens next. And I will say, I think this is going to be a little bit of a challenge for you. I don’t think that this is an easy process for anybody to really kind of take a fresh step forward after walking through the sludge for such a long time. It’s like we’ve still got these remnants that we need to shed, but we need to understand that this is the opportunity to start clean and start on this new journey, regardless of if it feels good right away. Because part of starting fresh is handling the things that we’ve tried to overcome and it isn’t always easy or fast. And healing is not linear, neither is grief, it’s all up and down. You have good days and bad days, and that’s okay. I do think that this is going to be an environment though, like I said, that’ll be a little bit of a challenge where you’re feeling like everything’s stacked up against you. All of the elements are working against you to do the things that you want to do, and you might lose a little bit of that fight. But I think that your bigger fear is that you’re going to lose sight of your vision of where you want to be. 

The Eight of Wands being in reverse in your fear position is like a lack of focus, a lack of knowing where you want to be. And again, part of The Magician being in reverse is maybe you don’t have that yet. Maybe you’re not entirely sure where you want to be. And so this is your opportunity to remember what those passions are, what you put to the side because you were too focused on the negative sides of yourself or the ways that you didn’t believe in yourself. And now it’s this opportunity to say, “You know what? I do believe in myself. I will fight for the things that I want. I will find my focus again.” And, I think we need to claim that energy while also overcoming all of these things. 

And that brings us to our outcome. The Devil in reverse is you seeing those things that are holding you back, being able to grapple with those things that have been holding you back for so long and being able to really show up in a way that you hadn’t before. And I think if you can tackle that and know that you are capable of so much more and these negative past beliefs aren’t worth having, then I think you’re going to be smooth sailing my friends. But you have to be willing to go through those hard chapters of getting rid of all of the negativity in your life and those things that really just aren’t aligning with who you are. And then the path will be easy because you’ll have this opportunity to start fresh. 

So my friends, I think the big thing we need to think about this week is what is holding you back? What’s keeping you from making a plan for your future? And, address those things. Don’t just let them simmer in your life and stick around. Let those things go. Okay. All right. Best of luck my friends. I will see you guys next week. Let’s tackle those hard things. You’ve got this.