Do you ever feel like you can’t stop doubting the choices you make?

Deco says this week could stir up feelings of indecision, or even reveal a situation where you’ve been getting manipulated without realizing it.

She’s here to help you connect to your inner knowing and personal strength, so you can make sense of a certain situation in your life and claim your power.

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TRANSCRIPT:

Hello my friends. It is Deco once again here to do a Weekly Tarot Reading this time for the week of December 10th through the 16 and boy Sagittarius season, isn’t it a crazy time of year for many reasons. But, we’re right in the heart of it and I think there’s a lot of opportunity for new beginnings. We’re coming up on the turn of the New Year, and so we have lots to look forward to, but let’s see how we can show up for this week so we can do the best we can do. All right, let’s find out what are some challenges we might face? What do we need to do for ourselves to make sure this is a good one? 

Alright, okay, right away there’s something mental going, something that, it’s interesting, so the Knight of Swords in reverse is like, man, the ultimate mind game, whether you’re doing it to yourself or whether there are people around you that are making you second guess your goals and the things that you want for yourself. Regardless, there’s something going on in your mind and I feel like it’s working against you. Again, I don’t know if this is something that you’re doing to yourself or if this is something that other people are doing, but I think you recognize it, okay, that something’s going on that doesn’t feel good for you, that is messing with your mental state and so better to just leave it be. You’re not going to put up with the pain that you’ve been dealing with. You’re going to try to take care of yourself and look for new beginnings. 

The heart of the matter being The Empress. It’s all about new beginnings and nurture and trying to start new things for yourself, but it’s also about self-care and making sure that you have time to heal and rest, get rejuvenated for the next chapter. 

Okay? Now, I do see where maybe some things in your head had happened, and I think there was maybe some missed opportunities in the past. Three of Wands is in reverse, and that’s saying that maybe there were opportunities, but you missed them. You held back too much, and so you missed those opportunities. Or maybe we’re so drowned by everything else that was going on that you didn’t have the mental space or capacity to be able to see what opportunities were right there in front of you. We were blind to those things, and so of course then you get in your head like, oh, I missed this and it’s because of myself, and maybe you’re blaming yourself, but, again, I know that you’re in a place where you’re trying to kind of wrap your head around those things and you’re trying to heal. 

I do think that that’s an unconscious thing with this Eight of Swords in reverse, but even more so, it’s a conscious thing with The High Priestess, right? We’re moving on from things from the past, moving on from negative head spaces that we’ve been trying to overcome by taking care of ourselves with that Empress and The High Priestess is saying, you know yourself better, you are aware that the state that you’re in right now is not your best state. You’re aware that the state that you’re in right now is keeping you from living your life to the fullest and being able to fully engage in your life. So The High Priestess popping up in the conscious is telling me you are trying your best to trust yourself. Those little inclinations that you’ve got, you know that you need to listen and you need to trust yourself. And The Empress being on top of that Knight of Swords in reverse is telling me you’re acting on it right now. And I think that ultimately in the future, you’re going to know that that’s coming to an end. You’re going to know that that’s been a decisive ending and that you’re not going to allow yourself to get back to that place because you have been fostering a environment of growth and of being able to set down roots and to be able to get to know the people around you better and work better with them. It isn’t just about you, it’s about everybody. 

Now The Magician is in reverse. There’s a lot of endings happening here. There’s a lot of things that are coming to a close, but that means that we might struggle with what comes next. Okay? So the querent is you, and in this reading where the querent is The Magician in reverse, it’s like you’re struggling to know what your resources are. Remember, you’re struggling a little bit mentally, so it’s hard to wrap your mind around all the things that you still have going for you because you’re so focused on the negative. Not to say that that’s all you’re focused on, but you are focusing on fixing that issue. So the next chapter might be a little bit of a struggle to know how you want to move forward and what manner you move forward, all of those things and how you can use your resources to help you get there.

Now you’ve got the King of Cups in your environment, and then the Page of Cups in your hopes and fears, which is interesting. I see this as a new emotional beginning where you have control of those things. Your environment is you trying to take control of those things that have previously felt out of control. The Knight of Swords in reverse, super bad mental health, bad mental state in general. Maybe not bad mental health, but just doubting yourself or there’s so many different ways we could look at it. But the King of Cups is someone who takes control of their emotions, who is thoughtful about their emotions and the way that it affects other people. Remember, the Kings are in charge, the air signs of all of the court cards, and so we have to think about, they’re thinking hard about how they treat people. They’re thinking hard about their emotional state and making sure that those things make sense for them. So you are taking that control back and I think the goal and the hope is that you’ll be able to enjoy life in a new way and have kind of a childlike enthusiasm and excitement for how things go moving forward instead of feeling like you have all of this heaviness that is weighing you down and making you feel like things aren’t going your way or your mental state is just getting in your way of moving forward, you have excitement instead. And that’s the goal, to not let the heavy things keep us from being able to engage in a way that feels good, right? 

Now, the Nine of Wands is in your outcome, and the Nine of Wands, my friends is interesting here because it’s about you setting firm boundaries for yourself, you knowing that there is a fight to get to the next thing that you want to accomplish, and that no one’s going to get in your way. The Nine of Wands suggest that you need to set firm boundaries with people so they understand what your priorities are, what your goals are, and to know exactly how you expect to be treated on the way there, right? Because boundaries are not just about what they can’t do, it’s about what they should do, how you expect to be treated. It’s not okay for people to walk all over you or take advantage or mess with your mental state. You’re not going to allow that anymore. You want people to respect you and trust you in knowing that what you’re doing for yourself is what’s best for you. So setting those boundaries is going to be huge. Trusting yourself is going to be huge. I think the big challenge this week is making sure that we are working hard on that positive mental state, getting rid of the things that don’t make sense anymore, and then starting to think about how we plan for the future. What comes next after this? Yes, you’re in control of your emotions, but what happens after? What are you going to do for you? Okay. Alright. 

Best of luck this week. I think we have a lot to look forward to, some challenges to overcome, but I think you’ve got this, my friends. You’re already acting on the feelings that you’re having and trying to improve your circumstances. So good for you. Best of luck and I’ll see you next week.