Do you ever feel like you just can’t find the right words to express yourself to others?

Deco says the coming week could have you second guessing yourself, as you may be struggling to have clear communication someone close to you. She’s here to give you guidance to help you clear your mind and find the balance you need, so you can finally be understood.

P.S. Have you been feeling down or confused lately? Are you needing to tap back into your intuition? Leave a comment below and let Deco know!

TRANSCRIPT:

Hello, my friends at Cosmic Updates. It is Deco back again, for another weekly reading. I’m so glad to be back. I just love interacting with you guys and seeing how these readings resonate for you, how they’re connecting with your own lives. And I love to see your comments and interacting with you on Cosmic Updates. So keep interacting, I always look at all of the comments, and I love to see what you guys are going through and to give my advice in the comments as much as I can, you know?

So this week, it’s for June 25 through July 1. We are right in the middle of Cancer season, which means we’ve got a lot of emotions and spirituality and creativity kind of going through us. So how do we like claim that for ourselves? How do we claim that spirituality and that creativity, and that emotional security that we’re seeking through this season? Because it’s all about emotions, right? It’s even the planet that Cancer is tied to is the Moon and the Moon is all about emotions and feminine energy and making sure that you are investing in those things. Right? So how do we claim those, those watery ideas for ourselves? How do we claim that?

Okay, so the first thing that I’m seeing here is The Hierophant. So let’s talk about this. This is our Major Arcana in this little spread. And The Hierophant is about conformity. And in my world, conformity sounds like a dirty word, right? You want to be yourself, you want to do your own thing, you want to whatever. But The Hierophant is about investing in those groups, or those institutions or those things, those people that you want to be around, whether that’s a team or an organization, or whatever. There are people around you that want to be part of your life and that want to invest in you just as much as you want to invest in them. And I think it’s important to consider how you fit in with those people to make sure that you are a valuable part of that group, right?

Now, I think that it’s important that you invest in yourself at the same time. The Nine of Pentacles is about having accrued so much wealth in your life and goodness in your life, that now you’re able to invest in yourself, maybe even invest in other people, and take advantage of all of the hard work that you’ve done for yourself.

Now, what’s interesting here, my friends, is I do see that there’s a little bit of mental health issues, right? Like, we’ve got The Page of Swords in reverse, and The King of Swords in reverse, which are specifically tied to the element of Air, which is about our logic and our thought processes. And when these are in reverse, it’s like we’re struggling with those things. I call The Page of Swords the Mediator, they’re really good at communicating new ideas. But when it’s in reverse, it’s like you’re really struggling to communicate those ideas, maybe your mindset’s a little bit negative right now. And so you’re struggling to be able to articulate your thought processes and what you want for yourself, because I see you wanting to invest, but maybe you’re having a hard time letting people know how you want to do that. And then The King of Swords is kind of the same idea. We’re still dealing with those mental processes. And when it’s in reverse, we’re struggling to make decisions, we’re struggling to have guidance, like your mental state having guidance on what makes sense for you, right? Like, it’s all messed up. It’s all jumbled because your mental health is maybe not great right now, despite being part of something larger than yourself and being able to invest in that, maybe your own mental capacities are struggling. And I would go back to The Nine of Pentacles there, my friends. I think that is telling us that you need to invest in yourself. And if you don’t, I think that this kind of iffy mental state is just gonna get in our way.

Okay, so now I want to lean more into that, like, how do we invest in ourselves? What do we need to do for us to make sure that we can kind of feel that negativity that we’ve got going on in our mind so that we can move forward and have more positivity and again, claim this Cancer energy that we’re having this season? Let’s see.

Hey, this is a challenge, guys, this is going to be a challenge for us. I see that acting on our emotions, we actually have two Wands here, we’ve got The Queen of Wands and The Knight of Wands in reverse. And these are suggesting to me that we’re struggling to act on the things that we’re passionate about, we’re struggling to invest in those things and feel like they’re the right things. We’re even with The Eight of Cups in reverse, struggling to know what needs to be left behind. We’re clinging to things that we need to release. And I think that has a lot to do with that negative mental space that The Swords were suggesting in that last read that we did. I think that not being able to have the emotional certainty of what needs to be left in the past and what we need to bring with us is affecting our mental state too, or maybe vice versa. You know, it’s a very tricky balance there. And I think balance might be part of the issue. Right, Temperance is in reverse. So I think that lack of balance is really affecting us more than you know, right? I think that you are feeling like a fish out of water and I think you’re having a hard time acting on what you want, maybe because you don’t know what that is. And I think considering the groups that you’re a part of and the things that you’re passionate about, that you’re already invested in, is going to help you guide there, right? Remember what that Hierophant means to you? What is that institution that you’re a part of, that group that you’re a part of, that family maybe that you’re a part of? And how can you invest in those things to make sure that you are moving forward and having positivity in your life and knowing what needs to be left behind so that you can focus more on the things that bring you joy and that bring you lightness and happiness? Okay, now, let me pull some more cards and think like, how do we find that balance? What do we need to do to find balance in our life? How do we move forward with positivity and make sure that we are having just balanced? Balance is so hard to find, especially when you’re already feeling imbalanced in your mind. So what do we need to do to seek that Temperance that we had in reverse in the last read?

Again, some challenges, my friends. It’s about needing to tap into your intuition, right? I feel like you’ve got some people on your team, on your side, on your life, that are part of your life that you love, and love and love, that maybe don’t understand what you’re going through. Maybe that’s part of why we’re having a hard time with our emotions and our thought processes and all of those things, is because we’re having struggles in our relationships a little bit, or the people that we want to have supporting us are not supporting us in the way that we want. But

I’m going to tell you this, we’ve got a lot of Major Arcana in this reading. We have The High Priestess in reverse, we have The Hermit in reverse, and we have The Moon. And these are not necessarily like happy, everything’s good kind of cards, right? This is a challenging period. It’s something that is saying to me that there’s too much noise in your life, there’s not a lot of clarity, and there’s a lot of isolation. And I think maybe it’s affecting your relationships more than you realize, okay?

The High Priestess is like a call to tap into collective understanding and knowledge. And when it’s in reverse, it’s like you’re just focused on you, you’re not really listening to your intuition. You’re not listening to that divine guidance that we’re often given and often ignore. It’s like you’re really just not paying attention to those little nudges that are like, maybe you should do this, maybe this path would be a good idea. It’s like there’s too much noise around us to be able to focus on that. And I think part of it is that we’re just trying to figure it out all by ourselves.

The thing about The High Priestess is, well, she is solitary, she is also divinely connected to everybody around her, right? She is very in tune with the people around her, empathetic and intuitive, and able to tap into other people’s knowledge in order to better herself.

But when we’ve got The Ten of Cups in reverse and The Hermit in reverse, it’s like you’re really doing this all by yourself. And I don’t think that it’s going to give you any clarity. The Moon, when it’s upright like this, is suggesting that we have to use our intuition in order to have guidance moving forward. But we’re a little out of sync, we’re a little off of our norm, right?

We’re not able to invest in ourselves the way that we want to. And we’re not having a really easy time listening to our intuition when we need it in order to have guidance moving forward and to know what direction we need to go, right?

Now I’m going to pull an Oracle to see, like, what can we do to get out of this funk? What do we need to do to not feel so isolated and lonely and unsupported? Spontaneous Awakening, Activation, and Integration Time. This card is called “The Blue Flame,” and The Blue Flame, this is about taking the things that you’ve learned about yourself, taking the things that you have been working toward, and making it part of your life. You can only learn so many things, or you can learn anything, right? You can learn anything in the world.

But if you don’t make that a part of your life, then you learned it for nothing, right? It’s like if you’re trying to do something different for yourself, like heal your mental processes, heal that mental health that maybe is a challenge for you right now, or tap into that intuition or whatever, if you don’t listen to the guidance that you’ve been given and if you don’t make it a part of your life and activate it, integrate it, then it’s not going to happen, right?

It’s our responsibility to say, “Okay, I see this problem. I’ve learned from it. And now I’m going to change it. I’m going to take action to make a difference and make sure that this isn’t just an idea in my head, but it’s a part of my life.”

So that’s our challenge this week, you guys. How do we take the things that have been hard for us and look at them as a lesson and a way to move forward and a way to change and to become a more whole intuitive version of ourselves? Okay, it’s time to invest in yourself, my friends.

I believe in you. I think you’ve got this. Again, this is maybe going to be kind of a challenging week, but it’s up to you to take the challenges and turn them into lessons and make sure that those things don’t affect you moving forward. I believe in you. I hope you have a really great week, and I will see you next time.